THis article is for anyone who has ever wondered what poat partum depression was. I was always told that most women who get "the baby blues" usually always get it when they have their first child. I must have fallen in the odds category. I have just had my third child and I am still in my late 20's. Being a parent isn't a problem for me. Actually it came quite natural for me. But something wasn't right with me after my youngest turned 2 months old. I had thoughts of suicide and hated everything about myself. I had a beautiful family and everything that I could ever need but yet I still had these horrible thoughts. I tried different antidepressants and vitamins but they just made me feel worse. To anyone who has ever gone through this, I feel your pain and my hat's off to you! To anyone who is going through this, please talk to your family and friends! And always let your doctor know if there are any signs of suicide. Your children will always need you! Keep that in mind!

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